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224 pages, Paperback
First published December 3, 2014
“I want to mark you. I want to fuck every other guy out of your body until I’m all you feel, all you remember.”
“I’m a survivor with my own set of rules. And not even your kindness will make me break them.”
“I have an inkling that many a woman before me has fallen for the illusion that she could be the one to tame him, only to be disappointed when she fails miserably.”
“Ronan makes me want to let my hair down and dance naked in the rain.”
“I plan to fuck you until you don’t know whether you’re begging me to stop or begging me to fuck you harder.”
Many say that love will set you free, but I disagree…All she knows is how to get the things she wants. It’s not risky to her heart or her feelings because she is too smart to develop feelings for any of these men.
love is a cage, a very painful one;
it’s gilded bars made with yearning, heartache, and unfulfilled dreams.
And the moment I realized that love wasn’t necessary to one’s survival I became free.
No one would have the power to hurt me again. That realization set me free.
I don’t want to feel anything. I can’t. Feeling is bad. It leaves you vulnerable. And I don’t have time for emotions like guilt or shame. I like money. I like power. I like adoration. I like sex. And I’m good at it.She needs someone who is rich. Someone who is easy. Someone who doesn’t make her feel. Someone like Lawrence.
“We speak the same language. You and me… we’re both cut from the same cloth. We see something we want and we take it. We don’t let emotions get the best of us.”It’s been a while since I’ve read a book thats kept me on edge like this. The way she ended this book left it open for so much. I have no clue what is going to happen next. No clue at all. And I love that. I have some questions I’m sure will be answered in part 2, but I loved the unpredictability of how it ended.
“One day you’re going to let me love you, and I'm going to hold you so tight I’ll never let you go. I'm going to love you as if it were the one thing I was meant to do."
I lift my eyes and stare at my reflection in the smudged mirror above the bed, observing how empty my eyes look—like bottomless pits filled with nothing.
Nothing.
This is me taking control of my life. This is me becoming whatever I need to be in order to achieve my goals. And, most importantly, I don't care because when this is over; all my sins will be paid for...and very well.
I am selling my soul.
And the sad part is...
I don't care.
I'm a gold digger, but I'm also smart. Love fades...or it's selfish...or unkind...but a diamond, a diamond will last forever.
Love is selfish.
Love is unkind.
Love hurts.
I like money. I like power. I like adoration. I like sex.
“I plan on putting that beautiful and brazen mouth of yours to good use, and not for conversation, darling.”
Like the ugly duckling from my favorite childhood story, I turned into a swan. Though beautiful on the outside, I felt ugly, so very ugly on the inside.
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“I'm a gold digger, but I'm also smart. Love fades...or it's selfish...or unkind...but a diamond, a diamond will last forever.”
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“When I look at you, I see something I really want. Something I need.”
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“I’m a survivor with my own set of rules. And not even your kindness will make me break them.”
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“Love fades … or it’s selfish … or unkind … but a diamond, a diamond will last forever.”
“What is love? I don’t know. I’ve never had it. Is it even real?”
“Whatever was left of my heart, I surrounded it with so many thorns and spikes that if you ever came anywhere near it, I would willingly and happily hurt you.”
“One day you're going to let me love you, and I'm going to hold you so tight, I’ll never let you go. I'm going to love you as if it were the one thing I was meant to do. As if it were my purpose in life.”
“I hope you're not delicate, darling, because I'm going to f*ck you until I break you.”
“How can someone as beautiful as you are have no heart?”
“One day, you're going to fall in love with a man and I hope he breaks your heart, Blaire. When that happens, you'll know what kind of pain you're capable of inflicting, and maybe then you'll grow a heart and hopefully find your humanity.”
"Many say that love will set you free, but I disagree…
love is a cage, a very painful one; it’s gilded bars made with yearning, heartache, and unfulfilled dreams. And the moment I realized that love wasn’t necessary to one’s survival I became free. No one would have the power to hurt me again. That realization set me free."
"Once upon a time there was an unloved young Blaire, who made a promise to an empty room with only her stuffed animals and her dog as witnesses. She promised that she would never let herself grow close to anyone; that she would never let love cut her wings and make a prisoner of her once again. That way she would remain safe and unharmed. Well, it is time for me to fulfill that promise I made so long ago."
“Your parents were fools. I notice you. I see you. And right now that’s enough.”
“I’m going to fuck you now, Blaire. And I’m going to fuck you so hard and so good that you’ll forget all about our deal. It’s not my money that you’ll want, but my cock moving inside you, filling you. It’s me you’ll want.”
“You’re too smart for your own good, Blaire. You know that, right? But fine. It’s because we speak the same language. You and me … we’re cut from the same cloth. We see something we want and we take it. We don’t let emotions get the better of us.”
“Babe, listen to me and listen carefully. If you’re in trouble, I’m fucked. I was a goner the moment you smiled at me. I don’t think I’ve ever wanted someone as much as I want you.”
“Yeah, yeah, you keep saying that you’re not worthy of me and that you’re so fucked up. But you know what? I don't fucking care. I don't want perfect— I don't need it. I just want you, Blaire. I just want you. Look at me!” I raise my face and drown in the depths of his warm eyes. “One day you’re going to let me love you, and I'm going to hold you so tight I’ll never let you go. I'm going to love you as if it were the one thing I was meant to do. As if it were my purpose in life. Don’t you see it, Blaire? Don’t you get it? You’re in me. In everything I see. In everything I touch. You’re in the air I breathe, in the water I drink, and in every dream I dream.”